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He left in a rage, kicking my shopping cart with the watermelon in it cause i asked him to help me with the groceries. He had told me he was too busy "doing something" when I initially asked him. I said nothing but when inside with as many bags as I could carry and started crying. Bob came up to ask what was wrong and I told him what Robbie had said to me. Bob said it was my fault for not "bieng a parent" or being stiricter with Robbie. I went back out and told my son all his friends had to leave. Party over, end of story. That's when he informned me he was 19 and could do what he wanted. So he left, breaking my cart and his pals left with him. Then I get a crazy call from my mother. Patty had (wrongly) told her that I walked to Shop Wrong and back. Well, I distinctly recall not locking the door of Bob's car when he left me off in front of the liqour store! But Patty insisted I had walked and now my mother was ranting about my rotten husband making me walk to the store and back! And then my mother wanted to know why I get "crazy" every night--maybe I was starving myself? I think everyone wants me dead. Well, I'm getting there--fast. My mother said she's "reporting us"--again. Seems she's been doing that for 21 years. Maybe she WANTS me in jail. That has been her goal since 1987 when she got Bob and me fired from Bergen Pines. So things never change, do they? It's after 11 a.m the following day and I still don't know where my son is. Not that he gives a damn anyhow. Sure hope he can find a job since he's 19! |
| yup September 14, 2009 12:06 AM PDT i like dick in my butt | ||
| JK :) June 2, 2008 11:28 PM PDT I'm sorry that you feel that way. I am 24 and a Special Education Teacher for 2 years now (worked as soon as I graduated from the University I was in), and I love my mom so much that I could never do things like that to her. I hope he realizes that he's being inconsistent when he says he's 19 and old enough to do what he wants, because apparently, he doesn't seem like he's acting his age. :/ | ||
| LeAnnaLP June 2, 2008 10:16 PM PDT I am so sorry you are going through this with your son. I know it sounds cliche or trite, but it is true what they say, "teach a child in the way he should go and he will not depart from it." This applies to Scripture, but also to things of life. He WILL one day realize: his mistakes, the way he has treated you was WRONG, that you DID know what you were doing, will appreciate all that you did for him AND even that he love you. It all may come on his last day (or yours), but it WILL come. It will come because you love him, have prayed for him, nurtured and guided him. And because God loves you both. I hope that your journey will get easier and that your son will wake up soon. Your crochet friend, Le Anna | ||
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